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To myself:
It's been a few days since your 17th birthday. You weren't excited about it much, especially with you having the thought of "as you get older, you'll get more responsibilities." That being said, you're still a lazy ass. Recently and frequently, you've been unmotivated. It's troublesome. Of course, as with other things you consider troublesome, you dislike it. You've been thinking that you're a person that is unfit to be a leader of a group since you procrastinate a lot and you like to work alone. Still, you get yourself into situations wherein you do become a leader.
You've graduated from high school and are now a college student. You got your hair cut short for college. College has been fun and stressful. You like being a Psychology student. You dislike homework. You really dislike your schedule for the second semester. You still feel a bit bad for failing your first choice. Thinking about it though, the reason for feeling bad might not be because you want to study MedTech but because of the fact that you failed. Maybe it's all right that you failed. Maybe being a Psychology student is what's really for you.
You dislike that people want things to go at a fast pace. You want to do things in your own slow pace.
You still like him. You kind of don't want to anymore but think that forcing the feeling to stop won't really work so you're just letting it be. You're waiting for it to fade, and you wonder if it really will.
You're still an Arashi fan. You like it that way, because those 5 people make you happy. You're also satisfied with some of your drawings recently and that also makes you happy. Being happy is a lovely thing.
You're unorganized. This letter thing you've been wanting to write didn't really go the way you want it. You want to type more things but you're lazy to do so. Currently, you're already tired.
Anyway, try your best to be motivated. Have fun with the things you do. Do your best in your future endeavors and don't give up. Good luck and God bless. :)
It's been a few days since your 17th birthday. You weren't excited about it much, especially with you having the thought of "as you get older, you'll get more responsibilities." That being said, you're still a lazy ass. Recently and frequently, you've been unmotivated. It's troublesome. Of course, as with other things you consider troublesome, you dislike it. You've been thinking that you're a person that is unfit to be a leader of a group since you procrastinate a lot and you like to work alone. Still, you get yourself into situations wherein you do become a leader.
You've graduated from high school and are now a college student. You got your hair cut short for college. College has been fun and stressful. You like being a Psychology student. You dislike homework. You really dislike your schedule for the second semester. You still feel a bit bad for failing your first choice. Thinking about it though, the reason for feeling bad might not be because you want to study MedTech but because of the fact that you failed. Maybe it's all right that you failed. Maybe being a Psychology student is what's really for you.
You dislike that people want things to go at a fast pace. You want to do things in your own slow pace.
You still like him. You kind of don't want to anymore but think that forcing the feeling to stop won't really work so you're just letting it be. You're waiting for it to fade, and you wonder if it really will.
You're still an Arashi fan. You like it that way, because those 5 people make you happy. You're also satisfied with some of your drawings recently and that also makes you happy. Being happy is a lovely thing.
You're unorganized. This letter thing you've been wanting to write didn't really go the way you want it. You want to type more things but you're lazy to do so. Currently, you're already tired.
Anyway, try your best to be motivated. Have fun with the things you do. Do your best in your future endeavors and don't give up. Good luck and God bless. :)
